及时

我家人总是喜欢打电话给我
问很多问题
而我总不喜欢被打扰，喜欢属于自己的私人时间
我会说, 我很好，没事，如果没事不要找我
反正我就是这样一个人嘛

我妈说，“打电话给儿子有问题啊？”
虽然孝顺的小朋友会觉得我没很德
也不孝顺
但是我就是不理解那意思

我又不是不喜欢我家人
只是我觉得
如果没消息 就等于好消息
这个道理说出来，被自家男友巴死
要到了我正式踏入一段感情
把一个人当作亲人的时候
才知道其实自己的消息
对爱你的人是很重要的
即使很多时候
很多东西不会被说出口
但是不代表不存在
慢慢的我才明白那个关系的存在
其实没有想象中弱

此概念在我这个即将23岁的脑袋
才姗姗来迟的到来
当然
我觉得迟到好过没有到
随意时间观念我并不看重
（快点巴死我哈哈哈哈）

最近消息与更新比较少
就当作是好消息啦 XD

简单说明
老子的生活很好
恋人关系，OK
家人关系，OK
朋友关系，OK
学业, 这个嘛需要一点努力啦
钱财, 这个也是需要时间，要开始计划未来
车，屋子，用品，生活，都需要钱



希望各位Utar 最后一年开心一点拉
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As long as you live

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
            and remember what peace there may be in silence.


                 As far as possible, without surrender,
                   be on good terms with all persons.
                  Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
                          and listen to others,
                   even to the dull and the ignorant;
                       they too have their story.
                   Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
                    they are vexatious to the spirit.


                  If you compare yourself with others,
                     you may become vain or bitter,
   for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
             Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
           Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
        it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.


               Exercise caution in your business affairs,
                   for the world is full of trickery.
           But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
                  many persons strive for high ideals,
                 and everywhere life is full of heroism.
             Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
                     Neither be cynical about love,
           for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
                    it is as perennial as the grass.


                  Take kindly the counsel of the years,
              gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
     Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
           But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
             Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.


                     Beyond a wholesome discipline,
                        be gentle with yourself.
                     You are a child of the universe
                  no less than the trees and the stars;
                      you have a right to be here.
                 And whether or not it is clear to you,
            no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

                     Therefore be at peace with God,
                    whatever you conceive Him to be.
                And whatever your labors and aspirations,
                     in the noisy confusion of life,
                        keep peace in your soul.


             With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
                     it is still a beautiful world.
                    Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

Be it

What makes you think of home?
A house? Yes apparently
A garden, well depends
A sofa? Hmm I am just okie with that
A Bed? Hello Where I sleep?
A Husband/Wife? Thats the best part
To me
My home, I give a definition of my own.

Is when you have a significant one and live with you under the same roof, with a DOG running around at your garden, where both of em can be playing around.

A dog, is what I need for My Home.
Guess many of you guys know I choose to settle down with a guy.
So be it.

Golden Retriever is my all time favourite
MAN I WANNA GET ONE SOON!!

*This is a dog I saw at The Curve's Pet shop- Ikano side*
Isn't it adorable?

BTW,
this is a blog of sharing my life
If you have problem reading it, tell me
I will be around.

Dc sign out~~
Have a nice day =)

奋争

我总希望自己有一天，能够站在须于自己的地方
做自己喜欢的东西
争取想要的地位
得到生命中重要的伴侣


可是人生路途哪有那么容易？
有谁的人生，不是荆棘满途的？

我只能希望着
现在我所做的，所努力的
能够带给我想要的未来
我想要的家
我想要的车
我想要的生活

我想要的，很多
让我奋斗的目标，也有很多
当然
希望除了有了事业，成就
还希望有健康，寿命
和你继续走下去

为未来加油 =)
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等巴

从小到大我都不是很有钱的那位
不能像那些小孩，有车载送
看到家长站在门口位置等待自己的小孩
当时的我，还真的看到很不爽
哈哈


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还记得小时候的Bus Sekolah
车佬 & 车婆
小学的时候总会有一位监督在巴士上
然后就是没有冷气
巧克力或蓝色坐垫的椅子

现在的我，已不是那种等巴士的小孩
但是偶尔在路上，看到Bus Sekolah
难免会想起当时的我，坐在一大堆小孩
听着他们胡闹，看着大家玩耍
默默地等待巴士把小孩一个一个送回家
讲话声随着Bye Bye 之后
慢慢的被引擎声覆盖
小孩们玩闹走动变得沉静
太阳慢慢的下山
天色越来越黑
巴士上，人越来越少

我永远都不喜欢当最迟下车的那位
不喜欢感觉到身边没有人
不喜欢呆在不属于自己的地方
不喜欢黑暗(小时候嘛)
不喜欢让自己有落寞的感觉
不喜欢别人回到了自己的家，而我没有那么一个家
我不喜欢和别人讲话，可是我却不喜欢安静

到最后，才发现自己
只是一个不喜欢寂寞的小孩
我什么都不喜欢
什么都可以讨厌
哈哈
如果现在偶男友看了，应该会说我
GUAI LAN!

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现在，我就是我
我变了
变得敢怒敢言
你不喜欢可以别看
不过请不要带有色眼镜看待别人
人人平等，你没有资格否定别人



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Rich shit

I ain't a someone noble
I can't get myself in control especially my temper
I'd give you middle finger if you really pissed me off
Take note of that

I don't like being accuce for nothing
or something I didn't commit
or, something that is not true about me
or, labeling me

What I hated the most is
<>
Who the Fuck makes you think I am rich and What the fuck makes you think I am rich?
MCB i willing to pay is because you noob shit are too GIAM SIAP to pay
I pay because I am a guy
I pay is because you're a friend
I pay doesn't mean I am rich
I was hoping you'll do the same thing back to me
DON'T FUCKING THINK I AM FUCKING RICH SO THAT I'D PAY FOR YOU BEER ALL THE TIME, REMEMBER THAT NOOB SHIT!
I am not giving any specific names here, but this statement is to many human being.


Gonna blast out the flaming aura in me
Okie, Ciaoz

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Take care and Have a nice day.

Hate that I love you so

I always underestimate people's potential
When I was a kid, things happened forced me to seal my emotions away deep down inside me
Never know how or when "It" got loose.
YOU!

Because of YOU!

From the time I hadn't seeing you, YOU appears in my brain.

From the time I hadn't listen from you, everything I hear as if YOU are around.

From the time I know you, YOU haunted my mind.

From the time I fall in love with you, YOU craved somewhere of my soul.

What I'd say it, DAMN YOU, SCREW YOU. For making me so miserable, uncontrollable, inestimable, indescribable, unexplainable, and oh yeah, very vulnerable to every thing YOU did.

No wonder even Rihanna sang "Hate that I love you so."


Few days I didn't hear from you, get any message, seeing you, holding you....
Hell know this freaking feeling haunting me like crazy
Every Night dreamt of things that will makes me think of you.

Last Night,
I dreamt you called.
I pick up the phone while I still sleeping,
I rush to the table,
In the dream, I was thrilled,
and hoping it was you calling.
And It was your name, showing on my Phone that you calling me.

Reality,
I do have a phone call that wakes me up
I rush to the table and pick it up
it is the F***ing Digi Promo thingy that calls.
MCHLJCJBPKHGCLFHDNSHGLDHS!!
(No doubt, it is a series of XX)

Okie, I admit
I am not mad because loving you.
I am just too mad about myself, too rely on you.
That I'd been putting my whole body-mind-soul-whatsoever to you
You are lucky to have me.
Better watch out!

Miss you extremely aggressively crazily everlastingly fatally and faithfully.

Done with all the crap
Dc sign out.
Thank you for wasting time.
Have a nice day =)

梦坊

发了一个怪梦


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地点: Pharmacy
时间: 日间


我到Pharmacy买药
到了柜台，Pharmacist 是一个老伯
我说我肚子痛要买药，他说:很简单，Antibiotik就好了
不过要等一下
我很奇怪为什么
他转过身坐东西
然后我闻到一阵香味
我蹲下，右手边架子里面有两碗快熟面，各自上面铺了一片Cheesedale Cheese
好香
我站起来，我左手边有一位A人士在做快熟面Sampling
我问他: 可以煮一碗面，上面放Cheese会好吃哦
他说: ok,我弄给你

镜头一换，我在那间Pharmacy的角落
看着两个小孩在吃那碗面，很开心的样子
然后那个做Sampling煮好了叫我过去
我走过去他的旁边，桌子上放了一滩面
他把Cheese放上去，可是却一个人开始吃了
然后说: 好吃哦
我看不爽了，拿起筷子，自己拿了Cheese，铺在靠近自己的面上，也吃了

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醒来了，有的是满怀的思念
因为只有你会煮了快熟面
Cheese放进快熟面上面给我吃

一觉醒来
11.50am, 4th May 2010
说不出的空虚
只能说
你快点滚出来吧，我快想死你了



Have a nice day everyone =)

离别的房间

我其实早知道
我也以为我可以接受

我为你收拾行李
缓缓地搬出这个住了4个月的房间
回忆的味道以及怀念的声音告诉我不想你走
虽然很幼稚但是突击我的这个念头却很强烈
我压抑着，笑着说要小心，要享受营中的日子
一开始放满个人物品的房间，如今剩下空空的架子
以及门口附近放着行李
知道暂时你我得分开

为了退房间，我选择呆在房间里等待
一个人在房间，无奈的被思念袭击
畏惧这种感觉，很可悲
我选择走动走动
走在枯叶纷飞的路上
充满寂寞气息的宿舍
很少车及摩多
平时走动的人们都回去了
房间偶尔穿出的说话声笑闹声变成了风声与鸟唧唧的叫


此时此刻，我只想说
他妈的


够了
是时候走出来了
想一个人是应该开心的
而不是悲观的
因为他还在你的生命里
没有离去
暂时分开不代表什么
OK


发泄结束
Dc sign out
Have a nice day

扮演

突然很感概
之前在公司的所有东西

虽然不是每个人都Enjoy Internship
不过
生活像强奸嘛
我学会享受
当然谢谢偶爱人啦 哈哈哈


==========话说....==========

公司每个礼拜其中一天都会有 Theme day
就是说整公司都要穿之前抽签的Theme

纯粹分享 =)

===========Cowboy Day============


我知道
很Brokeback





几乎整公司都在了
是几乎啦，哈哈


===========Restaurant Servant?==========



死lumiere不配合
哈哈




Welcome~~

请点名要那位服侍你~
哈哈

就这样
Dc sign out =)

说道

人生经验是需要时间去经历的
每个人机遇不同
也决定了一个人的个性
因为自然而然的，人会因为环境而改变
你也可以称此现象为:
"成长"

成长不可怕
但是
你长成你想要的那个人了吗？
如果答案是“是”
你成功做到你想做的那个人
那么你真的
需要为他们弄一个感恩日哦


==================In between 废话和人话==================

哈哈，不说废话啦
以下只是一些花絮
Intern的花絮

我乃大佬，没有纹身怎么可以？

可怜的Intern们，没有地位可言
只好蹲咯

可怜的Intern+可怜的BB员工

BB 指 Blackbox

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虽然没有工钱的工
不过我也见是很多东西
认识很多人
感谢贵人提拔与相助
谢谢朋友们的帮助
以及我爱的人，在背后支持我
等我回家，没有怨言
我很幸运

谢谢各位




最后
Have a nice day everyone =)
这只是一个没有营养的更新，哈哈哈
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省吃

我妈说过
无论什么情况
有钱没钱
最重要的，就是不要让自己挨饿
如果没什么钱，随便吃
吃饱了，就有力赚钱
如果有了经济能力
吃好一点，慰劳自己的苦辛劳力

当然
我没什么钱
也还没有工作
在这里，谢谢PTPTN咯~~
哈哈哈

大学期间能够吃好用好玩好喝好的
真的要谢谢政府骗了那么多纳税人的钱
什么什么saman啊，罚单啊，什么税啊
苦了大人们啊，哈哈哈

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忙完了拍摄
Enjoy 是一定的
刚好约好了朋友吃晚餐
KaiKai
以及内人一起去到 Alexis @ The Garden
说真的，我不明白为什么说到名餐厅
大家想到的是TGIF, Chilis, Tony Romas
Hello?!
该换一换了
价钱方面:Alexis也不便宜
不过好在不会太吵
食物方面:好吃度++
比以外的餐厅好
但是选择比较少，分量也只是刚好而已
但是，
请说有哪一间类似的餐厅
食物会便宜又大又好吃呢？
就这样

Fish and Chips
看似普通，不过鱼肉不会太老，刚好
菜嘛，Salad咯

老子的最爱
Quattro Formaggi Pizza
意思为:4种Cheese Pizza
我第一次在马来西亚吃的到，而且味道上等呢
Cheese Lover, here you go.

这是最可怜的一道菜
因为我把他的名字忘记了
Pasar一点就叫LALA Spagetti
味道是很好的
不过可怜KaiKai吃到有泥的LALA
幸好可以换一盘新的
吃多点！Yeah~

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就这样
下次想要豪一次吃好的
Alexis 不妨去试
Ps: 有红酒 Champagne 白酒 以及Cocktail
XD


Have a nice day
2010 May, 3rd. DC