Sunday, May 23, 2010

等巴

从小到大我都不是很有钱的那位
不能像那些小孩,有车载送
看到家长站在门口位置等待自己的小孩
当时的我,还真的看到很不爽
哈哈


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还记得小时候的Bus Sekolah
车佬 & 车婆
小学的时候总会有一位监督在巴士上
然后就是没有冷气
巧克力或蓝色坐垫的椅子

现在的我,已不是那种等巴士的小孩
但是偶尔在路上,看到Bus Sekolah
难免会想起当时的我,坐在一大堆小孩
听着他们胡闹,看着大家玩耍
默默地等待巴士把小孩一个一个送回家
讲话声随着Bye Bye 之后
慢慢的被引擎声覆盖
小孩们玩闹走动变得沉静
太阳慢慢的下山
天色越来越黑
巴士上,人越来越少

我永远都不喜欢当最迟下车的那位
不喜欢感觉到身边没有人
不喜欢呆在不属于自己的地方
不喜欢黑暗(小时候嘛)
不喜欢让自己有落寞的感觉
不喜欢别人回到了自己的家,而我没有那么一个家
我不喜欢和别人讲话,可是我却不喜欢安静

到最后,才发现自己
只是一个不喜欢寂寞的小孩
我什么都不喜欢
什么都可以讨厌
哈哈
如果现在偶男友看了,应该会说我
GUAI LAN!

=================分界线==================

现在,我就是我
我变了
变得敢怒敢言
你不喜欢可以别看
不过请不要带有色眼镜看待别人
人人平等,你没有资格否定别人



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Have a nice day

Thursday, May 06, 2010

Rich shit

I ain't a someone noble
I can't get myself in control especially my temper
I'd give you middle finger if you really pissed me off
Take note of that

I don't like being accuce for nothing
or something I didn't commit
or, something that is not true about me
or, labeling me

What I hated the most is
<>
Who the Fuck makes you think I am rich and What the fuck makes you think I am rich?
MCB i willing to pay is because you noob shit are too GIAM SIAP to pay
I pay because I am a guy
I pay is because you're a friend
I pay doesn't mean I am rich
I was hoping you'll do the same thing back to me
DON'T FUCKING THINK I AM FUCKING RICH SO THAT I'D PAY FOR YOU BEER ALL THE TIME, REMEMBER THAT NOOB SHIT!
I am not giving any specific names here, but this statement is to many human being.


Gonna blast out the flaming aura in me
Okie, Ciaoz

Dc sign out =)
Take care and Have a nice day.

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Hate that I love you so

I always underestimate people's potential
When I was a kid, things happened forced me to seal my emotions away deep down inside me
Never know how or when "It" got loose.
YOU!

Because of YOU!

From the time I hadn't seeing you, YOU appears in my brain.

From the time I hadn't listen from you, everything I hear as if YOU are around.

From the time I know you, YOU haunted my mind.

From the time I fall in love with you, YOU craved somewhere of my soul.

What I'd say it, DAMN YOU, SCREW YOU. For making me so miserable, uncontrollable, inestimable, indescribable, unexplainable, and oh yeah, very vulnerable to every thing YOU did.

No wonder even Rihanna sang "Hate that I love you so."


Few days I didn't hear from you, get any message, seeing you, holding you....
Hell know this freaking feeling haunting me like crazy
Every Night dreamt of things that will makes me think of you.

Last Night,
I dreamt you called.
I pick up the phone while I still sleeping,
I rush to the table,
In the dream, I was thrilled,
and hoping it was you calling.
And It was your name, showing on my Phone that you calling me.

Reality,
I do have a phone call that wakes me up
I rush to the table and pick it up
it is the F***ing Digi Promo thingy that calls.
MCHLJCJBPKHGCLFHDNSHGLDHS!!
(No doubt, it is a series of XX)

Okie, I admit
I am not mad because loving you.
I am just too mad about myself, too rely on you.
That I'd been putting my whole body-mind-soul-whatsoever to you
You are lucky to have me.
Better watch out!

Miss you extremely aggressively crazily everlastingly fatally and faithfully.

Done with all the crap
Dc sign out.
Thank you for wasting time.
Have a nice day =)

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

梦坊

发了一个怪梦


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地点: Pharmacy
时间: 日间


我到Pharmacy买药
到了柜台,Pharmacist 是一个老伯
我说我肚子痛要买药,他说:很简单,Antibiotik就好了
不过要等一下
我很奇怪为什么
他转过身坐东西
然后我闻到一阵香味
我蹲下,右手边架子里面有两碗快熟面,各自上面铺了一片Cheesedale Cheese
好香
我站起来,我左手边有一位A人士在做快熟面Sampling
我问他: 可以煮一碗面,上面放Cheese会好吃哦
他说: ok,我弄给你

镜头一换,我在那间Pharmacy的角落
看着两个小孩在吃那碗面,很开心的样子
然后那个做Sampling煮好了叫我过去
我走过去他的旁边,桌子上放了一滩面
他把Cheese放上去,可是却一个人开始吃了
然后说: 好吃哦
我看不爽了,拿起筷子,自己拿了Cheese,铺在靠近自己的面上,也吃了

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醒来了,有的是满怀的思念
因为只有你会煮了快熟面
Cheese放进快熟面上面给我吃

一觉醒来
11.50am, 4th May 2010
说不出的空虚
只能说
你快点滚出来吧,我快想死你了



Have a nice day everyone =)

Monday, May 03, 2010

离别的房间

我其实早知道
我也以为我可以接受

我为你收拾行李
缓缓地搬出这个住了4个月的房间
回忆的味道以及怀念的声音告诉我不想你走
虽然很幼稚但是突击我的这个念头却很强烈
我压抑着,笑着说要小心,要享受营中的日子
一开始放满个人物品的房间,如今剩下空空的架子
以及门口附近放着行李
知道暂时你我得分开

为了退房间,我选择呆在房间里等待
一个人在房间,无奈的被思念袭击
畏惧这种感觉,很可悲
我选择走动走动
走在枯叶纷飞的路上
充满寂寞气息的宿舍
很少车及摩多
平时走动的人们都回去了
房间偶尔穿出的说话声笑闹声变成了风声与鸟唧唧的叫


此时此刻,我只想说
他妈的


够了
是时候走出来了
想一个人是应该开心的
而不是悲观的
因为他还在你的生命里
没有离去
暂时分开不代表什么
OK


发泄结束
Dc sign out
Have a nice day

扮演

突然很感概
之前在公司的所有东西

虽然不是每个人都Enjoy Internship
不过
生活像强奸嘛
我学会享受
当然谢谢偶爱人啦 哈哈哈


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几乎整公司都在了
是几乎啦,哈哈


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